Chapter 3 - The Weight of Five Winters"You shouldn't have come here."

Elena’s voice was barely audible over the hiss of the radiator beneath the window. She hadn't moved from the stool by the Singer sewing machine. Her left hand—the one with the thin, silvery crescent of a scar across the wrist—was tucked deep into the pocket of her skirt, as if she were trying to hide it from him, or perhaps from herself.
Dante took two steps into the room, his long coat brushing the edge of a low wooden table stacked with folded trousers and spools of red thread.
"You were dead," he said. His voice was frighteningly calm, stripped of all the gravelly authority he used when sitting across the mahogany table from city aldermen or port commissioners. "We found a car burned out on the turnpike with your coat inside it. The jawbone matched the dental records they pulled from your dentist in Little Italy."
Elena let out a short, dry sound that might have been a laugh if there had been any humor left in the world.
"Your uncle’s dentist," she corrected, her chin lifting with a sudden, fierce pride that had not aged a single day. "Or the one he paid to falsify the file so you would stop looking. Do you really think I didn't know what was coming, Dante? The night before they raided the warehouse, your cousin Franco came to the kitchen. He didn't even draw a gun. He just told me that if I didn't walk into the river or let them stage a funeral for me, you would be the one they put in the box by Friday because of the deals you were trying to back out of."
Dante stopped three feet from her. The space between them felt charged, like the air right before a summer lightning strike over the bay.
"Franco is dead," Dante said quietly. "His car went off the cliff road in Palermo three years ago. The brakes failed."
Elena looked up at him then, her gaze searching his face for the boy she had known before the rings went on his fingers and the guns went into his belt. What she found there—the hard, gray exhaustion, the fine network of lines around his eyes that hadn't been there when they were twenty—seemed to break something inside her.
"And you?" she asked, her voice trembling for the first time. "Did the brakes fail for you, Dante? Is that why you're standing in my kitchen smelling like wet wool and gunpowder?"
"I stayed in the house," he said, and for the first time, his voice cracked—just a fraction, like ice over a fast-moving stream. "I stayed in the house for two years waiting for a knock that never came. I burned every room except the one where you left your books."
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"Mama," Lily piped up from the doorway, having finally divested herself of her red coat. She was holding the fallen photograph—the one Dante had dropped in the grocery store—between two sticky fingers. "The man dropped his picture. Is he the one who likes the bitter coffee?"
Elena’s eyes darted to the child, and a look of such profound, desperate terror crossed her features that Dante felt his hand twitch toward his side where the Sig Sauer rested in its leather rig.
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